Have you ever tried to find resources and none were available? Google, ChatGPT, and books did not have the words for the world I was living in. Is it normal to have nightmares and flashbacks beginning twenty years after my trauma ended? How many times do childhood sexual abuse trials get delayed? How do I tell my grandmother that her son molested me as a child? Or should I let her find out from my brothers or maybe the news? Two years ago, these were all questions that spun